Things to accomplish by the next quarter

1) Internship at St. John's Hospital

2) Become a DJ on KCSB

3) Pass EEMB 2

4) Come out of each final knowing I tried my best

Best quarter so far! I love being a DJ on KJUC. It's so much fun :)

1. Work hard and play hard.
2. Use my time efficiently, which means stop wasting time, stop ditching class, and be on time.
3. Get an internship and/or do research. Commit to it 110%.
4. Be less socially awkward and make new friends.
5. SKY-DIVING!
6. Be curious and find myself. Don't lose myself.
7. Attain a good balance of humility and confidence
8. Laziness is not an excuse.
9. Be grateful for what I have. My youthfulness is not eternal. 
10. Be good to those who are good to me.

I hated the beginning of 2011, but I ended 2011 on such a good note. Winter break you have been good for me. I ate so much good food and caught up with old friends. In four days, I'm going to San Francisco for the first time. What a good way to start 2012. I honestly believe 2012 will be an awesome year for me.

Thank you so much, Evelyn. 2011 tested our friendship, and I'm glad we're stronger than ever. You are my rock, and you are my best friend. I wouldn't have it any other way. Let's get our Tiffany bracelet and matching tattoos! I love you so much, and I'm glad I spent the New Year's with you. I am also glad I do not blow at BP anymore. Work hard and play hard in 2012.

Can't believe it's really happening!

I'll see you soon, San Francisco :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EVELYN CHANG! :)

For now, it's okay. If I'm not happy, I'll do something about it.

Grabbing life by the balls has always been my motto. If I really want something, I'll go after it all the way.

Went go cart racing for the first time. It was so much fun, and my best lap time was 26.74. Gotta go even faster next time.

I can't take these years for granted. My laziness is consuming me.

FINALLY EMPLOYED YAYY!!

All I do is sleep and eat porridge. My cheeks are huge; I look like a fat chipmunk.

Why am I so lazy?

-need a job asap

-first speeding ticket -__-

-last stretch before summer session ends

-wisdom teeth extraction whee

“We go right for the top shelf with our words now. We don’t think about how we talk. We just say the right to the fucking, just— “dude, it was amazing.” really? you were amazed? You were amazed by a basket of chicken wings? Really? Amazing? What are you gonna do with the rest of your life now? What if something really happens to you? What if jesus comes down from the sky and makes love to you all night long, leaves the new living lord in your belly? What are you gonna call that? You used “amazing” on a basket of chicken wings. You’ve limited yourself verbally to a shit life.”

-Louis C.K.

My first job interview is at 12 today. I'm so nervous right now ):

GOOD TIMES EVELYN GOOD TIMES.

After applying to 10+ places, I finally have two or three job interviews! I don't like being financially dependent on my parent. It's about time I start learning how hard it is to make money.

Also, I didn't do so well on my ecology midterm, and it's my fault for underestimating the test. I should've studied a little bit everyday and not cram the last minute. I really want to stop making the same mistakes. I can't go back to my old habits, and I must raise my GPA. I need pretty much all B+s or better for the next three years if I even want a shot at applying for graduate school.

Sophomore year, please be good to me. I'm volunteering in the hospital, doing research, and having a part-time job. This year, I hope I will kill all my bad habits, and I won't make any of the same academic mistakes like ever. Baby steps are the first step to making progress.

I don't want to complain to my best friend and boyfriend about bad grades anymore. If I want to be smart, I have to study a little bit everyday and not fall asleep in class. If I want to be skinny, I have to eat healthy and make an attempt to run even if it's just fifteen minutes. If I want to be better-looking, I have to stop dressing like a slob and wake up an extra ten minutes.

If I want to be the person I want to be, I have to change. Throughout my life, I've always had security, and I really cannot take that for granted.

I can't keep having these epiphanies every three months and have sudden bursts of change. I shouldn't be moving backwards at all.

Be motivated and continuously strive for success.

"Get busy living, or get busy dying"

Yesterday, Ethan showed me his bucket list, which is about 25% completed. Talking to him made me realize how much I waste my time. I really want to start living life to the fullest. My life wasn't meant to be on the Internet 24/7 and sleeping constantly. I'm growing older, and once I start to have more responsibilities, my time won't be flexible anymore.

I know I can't change over night, but by the end of this year, I want to check off one or two things off my bucket list.

-study study for midterm on Thursday

-update my resume

-apply for jobs

-start running again

I'm going to be motivated again.

A in physics and A- in biology!

B session started today so it's time for me to work even harder and get straight As!