I hate being a debby downer, but my confidence in my academic abilities is really low right now. I have a final in less than 12 hours, and my mindset is I'm going to fail.

HAHA, Justin made a rage comic about the gift he was going to send me :)

"Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst."

Progress

-92.5% on my second bio midterm. so much better than the first one, which was a 70%.....

-118 right now, which means running is paying off!

I hope I'll keep making these improvements.

Regrets, man, regrets.

I'm tired of school.

I'm always telling myself I'll do a lot of things in the summer, but I never end up doing any of it because I'm so stingy and cheap.

I want to go out and live life. I figure somewhere to start is to go to the HP movie premiere this Thursday. If plans work out, I'll be going to identity festival in Chula Vista. Hopefully by the end of this year, I'll be able to go to SF, too.

Edit: Plans are foiled ):

Recently, I've been thinking about who I truly admire. A few individuals stood out to me. Since I've never been really successful or have tried hard in school, I figured why not "copy" their habits and later on develop new habits and hopefully a lifestyle change.

I told myself that I would do better this summer, but it's always on and off. It's time to be consistent.

I'm way too comfortable with the feeling of failure. What is ambition without results?

Important

-let go of my doubts and insecurities.

-embrace summer & adventures

-work hard

-keep running and do pilates!

-always and always strive to be a better person

-stop being judgmental...can't help it sometimes ):

-stop having a sailor mouth

-be appreciative